/crybaby’

[Verse 1]
Fucked up again
Lied to all of my friends
I'm sober now, I'm sober now
I know, I just pretend
I'm tryin' to fill the hole
Surrounded by these walls
I hate it here, I hate it here
I guess, I guess

[Pre-Chorus]
I guess I'll never know
What it feels like being home
If I can't be happy
Why can't I let it go?
I won't

[Chorus]
I won't cry again, I hear my father scream
If you wanna be a man, this pain is meant to be
His voice inside my head, fighting my sanity
He taught me what? He taught me drugs
That I'm not who you want

[Post-Chorus]
Then I fuck it up, yeah, I fuck it up again
I been lying to your face, stop calling me a friend
And I hate myself, 'cause I can't change
But it's alright, yeah, I won't cry

[Verse 2]
It's alright, yeah, I won't cry
I'll keep chasing fireflies
I'll keep chasing, I'll keep chasing
Room so dark, ten lumens feel blinding
I closed my heart like I close my eyes
I don't feel life, but I'm so scared to die
Why? Why?

[Pre-Chorus]
I guess I'll never know
What it feels like being home
If I can't be happy
Why can't I let it go?
I won't

[Chorus]
I won't cry again, I hear my father scream
If you wanna be a man, this pain is meant to be
His voice inside my head, fighting my sanity
He taught me what? He taught me drugs
That I'm not who you want

[Post-Chorus]
Then I fuck it up, yeah, I fuck it up again
I been lying to your face, stop calling me a friend
And I hate myself, 'cause I can't change
But it's alright, yeah, I won't cry